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Oy this is to be the quickest LJ entry because I've miles to go before I sleep, and actually I mean my bed time is in four minutes. Shut up, I'm not too old to have a bedtime (.... i just realized my curfew is later than my bed time. at 10 pm I'm allowed to be driving, but not on the computer. whatever).
This is Prom Week at my school which means if I ever hear the p-word ever again I will probably use the bigass pins used for corsages through someone's eyes. Just saying. The words "wasted", "booze", "dress" and "date" are also strictly forbidden from here on in, in addition to any compound words using "dress" "date" "p---" etc. Just saying. I WILL REMOVE YOUR GONADS. /cough
Also I have almost no news except I'm finally being somewhat consistent over at my tumblr sketchblog and if you don't follow my sketchblog we're officially not tumblr friends, and that is a tragedy.
In addition my sleep schedule is like way messed up and also I have eaten EVERYTHING A HUNDRED TIMES. I don't know what I'm so subconsciously stressed out about (besides finals, graduation, the 50 graduation parties I'm going to have to attend, my AP test scores, going to college, financial aid, my entire future, my romantic situations and/or lack thereof, and basically everything else that could possibly bother me) but if I don't stop eating I will either explode or be rolled to the hospital for life-saving gastric bypass within the week. SERIOUSLY I CAN'T STOP EATING and I'm not really sure why and it's only bothering me a little.
oh and also in case I haven't mentioned I ruin everything (for example: the library, my school, clothing, paintings, the lives of everyone around me, etc) so there's also that. I don't know why up till now I haven't been deeply hating myself but I guess I'm either too medicated or too out of it to care? Idk.
TL;DR NO1CURR MADZ IT'S HIGHSCHOOL CALMETH THINE BOSOM
This is Prom Week at my school which means if I ever hear the p-word ever again I will probably use the bigass pins used for corsages through someone's eyes. Just saying. The words "wasted", "booze", "dress" and "date" are also strictly forbidden from here on in, in addition to any compound words using "dress" "date" "p---" etc. Just saying. I WILL REMOVE YOUR GONADS. /cough
Also I have almost no news except I'm finally being somewhat consistent over at my tumblr sketchblog and if you don't follow my sketchblog we're officially not tumblr friends, and that is a tragedy.
In addition my sleep schedule is like way messed up and also I have eaten EVERYTHING A HUNDRED TIMES. I don't know what I'm so subconsciously stressed out about (besides finals, graduation, the 50 graduation parties I'm going to have to attend, my AP test scores, going to college, financial aid, my entire future, my romantic situations and/or lack thereof, and basically everything else that could possibly bother me) but if I don't stop eating I will either explode or be rolled to the hospital for life-saving gastric bypass within the week. SERIOUSLY I CAN'T STOP EATING and I'm not really sure why and it's only bothering me a little.
oh and also in case I haven't mentioned I ruin everything (for example: the library, my school, clothing, paintings, the lives of everyone around me, etc) so there's also that. I don't know why up till now I haven't been deeply hating myself but I guess I'm either too medicated or too out of it to care? Idk.
TL;DR NO1CURR MADZ IT'S HIGHSCHOOL CALMETH THINE BOSOM