Feb 14, 2005 21:11
<3Happy Valentines Day to all! <3
OU auditions 4 days! need to memorize monologue, fix songs, remember how to dance, regain self confidence when finding out that most girls trying out for musical theatre way 90lbs and where a size c cup, lose 20 lbs, and get boob implants to become c cup, don't get sick, and take a deep breath. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. wrong career. why couldn't i like business and be like the normal ppl. oh god deep breaths ok.............
happy news count down to see david(and sean): 3 days whoo!
lauren eggers is awsome. you definatly made my day!
today was nice. finished my speech project, but didnt even have to go today. in productions last week michelle told me she loved me and i was very touched, however today michelel proceded to tell Rachael and Gena that she loved them more than me I was a lil hurt, ill get over it. ( she liked my earings though!)
I need to think of a time i can go see josh. i miss that guy.
margie commented in my llj it made me happy i miss her too, i miss not being in very much contact with her
honestly everyones post made me really happy, maybe lj's aren't as bad as i thought.
Mrs Spirakes called me today, she wants to go to OU with us but she can't take off work. it makes me sad. i think she really misses david. I feel bad bc i was gonna get her some flowers today but i didn't get home till 8 and the florist was closed. I think tommorow I will run by her house and drop them off. Valentines Day must be really hard for her.
rehersal was weird, i think sheffields frustrated at us. during are read through he would make faces like we were doing things wrong it was weird.
i had a voice lesson tonight with mrs kavenaugh i like her so much! she really helpful and fun. I miss my old voice lesson teacher but shes still pretty good. She helped me a lot with my pieces and said she thinks ill be really prepared for my auditions.
it seems like i just have more and more hw each night. its insane. im taking my economics test wednesday too!
david sent me some stuff for valentines day. he's sent me this pretty glass cup that someone at the art department made and a lil ducktape ring, the ring meant a lot bc when we first started liking each other he made me and him duck tape rings and we wore them forever and it was just sweet. 3 days! i just keep telling myself that.
i had no idea that jennifer's bf went to SMU. thats so cool. i almost lectured her on dating older guys but then i realized that we are both 17 dating 19 yr olds so i didnt.
katie asked jared to prom today, i no longer have a date if david can't go. so david, seriously u have to come.
alright so starts the millions of years of meaningless work they call homework. ttyl. night night. love you all (well most of you)
always,
Jillian