[private] tlc time 2.0
I've been back twice now. Two half days, ten hours back at the little place that used to be mine but now i dont know where everything is, i can't remember regular's orders anymore and I've had three people tell me already that they thought I'd resigned or been fired or something.
I'm torn between being annoyed at them and annoyed at myself and irrationally angry at them.
I've been trying to think of how to calm this stupid feeling down again, all in time for this weekend. Ebs isn't gonna be there this weekend, but I can't think at all. James is back. Since the moment he turned up on my bloody doorstep grinning ear to ear like he'd done something brilliant by driving to mine first, all ragged and rough and living out of a suitcase and complaining about small towns and older sisters and I havent been able to think of another thing since.
I've been trying to think myself through, think TLC through all week, but I've had him all to myself again, and suddenly, going back to work isn't the most pressing thing in the world anymore.