Jun 27, 2006 00:52
i'm supposed to be working on my final for my class on wed, and i've worked on it a little bit but i just can't seem to get motivated enough to sit down and get some real work outta me. i'm just all schooled out from all the other papers and stuff that has been due in the past 3 weeks. literally like every day i've had "off" (and by off i mean i didn't have to do something until that night) i've written at least a 5 page paper, and one of those was an 11 pager. i'm just done. i figure if i do most of the strategy part tonight, then finish it up tomorrow and plan out the folder, i'll just go to the library on Wed right when it opens and stay there until its done. i even have all the info, its just a matter of doing it now. argh its so annoying to be this unmotivated, i can usually snap myself outta it. it doesn't help that i got the new Guster cd in the mail today and so i'm listening to that. it'll have to be shut off soon if i want to get anything done. i've also gotten back into taking the tests on okcupid to waste some time. they've added a bunch of stuff to that site, even an im message system. again its so addicting, haha.
not much else has been going on, actually got to hang out with people this weekend though. took friday off and went out with some of the EVVY peeps so that was fun. then i got outta work at 10 on saturday, which is ridiculously early, so i went out to MJs with Ian to visit with Taylor who was working. fun times. and then i had sunday off and so i just did nothing except a little bit of work. it was the beginning of the unmotivatedness.
other than that not much has been going on. been doing some thinking and realized that the sting and bittersweet feeling is leaving and now i'm just left with good memories of the past couple of months. i like it that way. i still have bittersweet...or just bitter...moments but they are getting fewer and farther between.
well ok, paper time for serious.