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[2ndfloorwindow]

I dont miss the anger,
i dont miss the violence,
i dont miss the drinking,
i dont miss the saddness,
and i definetly dont miss the bad days.

but six months later and i still miss you.
everything that you put me through. violence, court, complete betryal.
i miss you.
the sober you, the non angry you. i miss the companionship, i miss cooking you dinner, i miss taking care of you, i miss being your "love".

i want to wake up to you again every morning.

why did you have to go and fuck this up?