hey, fuck you.
first off, I haven't updated this in forever, so seeing as how a lot of things have changed, i feel it necessary.
college is wonderful; my roomate is wonderful, my friends are wonderful, classes are amazing, the work isn't too much, everything is completely different. After leaving marlboro i've realized that nothing that happened up until high school matters. College allows you to completely start over. Which, I think, is exactly what I needed. The only thing that upsets me to leave behind is justin. The moment that i finally find something thats healthy, and fun, and supportive, and strong, I have to move. But, if it's supposed to work out, it will, effortlessly. So far, it has. If anything it has made us stronger. Something like this is so different for me. No realtionship has ever come so easily without getting the least bit stressful. everything you do is what ive wanted to see for as long as i can remember.
as pumped as I am about all this, there are still those few who I cant believe. and i dont mean that in a rude way at all. im just saying i cant believe that i ever was involved with people like that. finally i feel like i've grown the fuck up. and everyone who stayed behind, well, stayed behind. makes you feel like a fucking champ.
theater homework waits, however. peace.
college is wonderful; my roomate is wonderful, my friends are wonderful, classes are amazing, the work isn't too much, everything is completely different. After leaving marlboro i've realized that nothing that happened up until high school matters. College allows you to completely start over. Which, I think, is exactly what I needed. The only thing that upsets me to leave behind is justin. The moment that i finally find something thats healthy, and fun, and supportive, and strong, I have to move. But, if it's supposed to work out, it will, effortlessly. So far, it has. If anything it has made us stronger. Something like this is so different for me. No realtionship has ever come so easily without getting the least bit stressful. everything you do is what ive wanted to see for as long as i can remember.
as pumped as I am about all this, there are still those few who I cant believe. and i dont mean that in a rude way at all. im just saying i cant believe that i ever was involved with people like that. finally i feel like i've grown the fuck up. and everyone who stayed behind, well, stayed behind. makes you feel like a fucking champ.
theater homework waits, however. peace.