Nov 07, 2005 23:34
This is my life and the way it is is from my own doing. I take the entire day now and don't ever leave home. I've lost my car, my job and driving for a couple weeks. I can't go to school becuase I can't drive, so I pray I don't fall that far behind.
I'm thankful.. I'm here.. Alive and able to Walk, Talk, and make my own decisions.
I'm out of vicodin, and small pains are starting to show up... Not killer, just letting me know that they're there.
I'll be home... tonight, tomorrow and the next day.... I'm going to bed...
Good Nite My Beloved....
P.S. What really sucks... I've come to sleep in a reclining chair because the way I sleep on my bed makes my teeth clench due to the brace, and that causes my teeth to hurt for 10 hours, then once I'm tired again, they fell almost fine. I'm anxious to be able to take this brace off and leave it off....