Nov 25, 2004 23:07
I really try to be happy for the most part...cause being depressed is a waste of life. My uncle said to me today "Why you look so sad? Life is too short. Enjoi." He's so right and I agree with him completely, but I couldn't help myself. I didn't feel too great...feeling kinda shitty. It's not like a 24/7 depression...thats fucking lame...but it's just when I think about certain shit...or certain people. It's so aggravating when there's people that want to be around you that you don't want to be around...and the one person you really want to be around you haven't talked to in weeks...just stopped calling or hanging out. It's not really like me to feel depressed...but I kinda do right now.
Hopefully I break out of this depression tomorrow. Actually, I'm not waiting to break out of anything...more waste of life. I'll do something about it so I don't have to wait anything out and keep me wondering. Why sit around wondering when you can have all the answers by simply having the balls to do something about it? But it's too late for now...tomorrow I will handle this situation and be back to my normal self. Peace.