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Things have been pretty crazy around here and what is weird...I didn't even notice it all until this morning.
It was like a veil was lifted and I saw things for how they really were.
Oh, it was enough to stay in bed for hours this morning. Everything was in the dumps and I was positive my ugly slump was going to last all day and even into tomorrow.
Then I started texting Chris and he really set me straight. He listened to me, felt for me and at the same time snapped me out of it. I was falling in a stall and he got me operational again.
While talking to him I really found out what had been causing me so much anxiety and even offered a way to help it. Not only that but he let me know the direction we were going.
I've never felt this type of optimism...in a long time.
Not that I ever forgot why, but I'm just reminded of why I love him. Even with all his own crazy Navy stuff going on he still considers me top priority.
Things are going to be okay. :D