Jan 11, 2005 10:14
i just watched my girl, that movie always makes me cry..
yeah and yesterday me and stevie picked ali and bianca and brit up from school and we tried to steal yard decorations, but always got caught!! and it took us like 3 hours to get to and from brits house so he owes us all 10 bucks.. im really starting to think that a member of the student body is telling on us, alott of the time for stuff we dont even do,so you guys watch out for narks
where will i run to, when the breeze stops blowing through me
ive really been lost as to what someone means, when they say theyre bored of me, or us, or our life.. idunno, it makes me sad. because for me its not what we do, its who im with and when im with you guys, i could touch the sky, even if im just giving you rides home. i dont get bored of you guys, imean, i love you.. just sitting next to you talking is a fullfilling ebnough experience to get me through this whole life. maybe i was too quick to assume we all felt the same way, but the truth of it is, going to france made me realize that this time of ours is running out. it seems like it just started, but ofcourse it couldnt last forever. thats why i dont get this sudden change of heart, are you ready to end it all now, move on, it means that little to you.. I was sitting in my window back in paris, and it hit me, i realized, when you love someone this much, why would you let it go if you didnt havve to... now youre tired of me, well i guess that just shows what i knew all along, you never loved me as much as i love you, how oculd you? it wouldnt make sense for you to.. It always hurt to much to admit it to myself but i knew. im not as stupid as i act, or maybe i am, maybe thats why this is happening to me. im too dumb to see that youre almost all grown up now, and it seems youre just about ready to leave me behind. thats my deduction, from what ive heard. and maybe i do over-analyze everything you say, but its only because i hang on your every word.