this isnt gonna be the birthday i wanted it to be.
this isnt what i planned for my birthday.
i was going to go to school. then keiths and have a good day.
i really dont get it. i never said i could go to keiths house this weekend, and im not walking all over him. i have realized lots of things about mine and keiths relatiinship over the past month and we have soo much fun together and i really lovehim and i dont want to lose him again.
and sami. i have enjoyed being here friend soo much . i never thhought how much fun i could have with her. but like she says alot of stuff that hurts me and i dont want to lose her again as well.
i have called keiths house 5 times and i left a message. i want to talk to him so bad i want to see him today. i went over the border and blamed him for the calling when i shouldnt of. its just that last time i got grounded keith told me he was the one that called. and i didnt yell at him. i was crying. if these people really love me.why do they hurt me soo unbelievably much. it sucks soo bad. i love you sami and keith. i dont want to lose the two of you. i admit im a bad person. but i get hurt so much i cant help it. i havelost so many best friends. i just dont wnt it to happen again to me.
welll.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNIFER! have agood day. cheer up .
i was going to go to school. then keiths and have a good day.
i really dont get it. i never said i could go to keiths house this weekend, and im not walking all over him. i have realized lots of things about mine and keiths relatiinship over the past month and we have soo much fun together and i really lovehim and i dont want to lose him again.
and sami. i have enjoyed being here friend soo much . i never thhought how much fun i could have with her. but like she says alot of stuff that hurts me and i dont want to lose her again as well.
i have called keiths house 5 times and i left a message. i want to talk to him so bad i want to see him today. i went over the border and blamed him for the calling when i shouldnt of. its just that last time i got grounded keith told me he was the one that called. and i didnt yell at him. i was crying. if these people really love me.why do they hurt me soo unbelievably much. it sucks soo bad. i love you sami and keith. i dont want to lose the two of you. i admit im a bad person. but i get hurt so much i cant help it. i havelost so many best friends. i just dont wnt it to happen again to me.
welll.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNIFER! have agood day. cheer up .