I miss you
I miss you so much. My home. It hurts to see everyone to be so excited to go home. I wanna do that too. BUt I'm scared, to go. Everyone has moved. I feel like I'm stuck right in the middle, holding onto the past and not being able to catch up to the people in present always years behind. They have what I had. Now, I think I understand the meaning of word alien. I'm here. But I don't belong with them, I never fully understand them, but no matter how cute they think I am, I will never be one of them. Just like I won't be one of the people back at home, because they are not the same, they have moved on. Only me,I'm stuck. I wanna go back. there really is no way back.
I try, try so hard to fit in. But I know, I won't. Not now, not ever. Why did I think this would be any different.
My life is like part of a korean drama. Everything is too unrealistic and too dark. but, what kind of drama is it? Will I have a happy ending? Probably not.
I try, try so hard to fit in. But I know, I won't. Not now, not ever. Why did I think this would be any different.
My life is like part of a korean drama. Everything is too unrealistic and too dark. but, what kind of drama is it? Will I have a happy ending? Probably not.