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It amuses me that I always turn to LJ when I'm feeling crappy. I'm never all that inclined to write anything when things are going my way, but when i want to complain, I get an intense urge to do it on LJ. I guess it's because I don't really like to complain to people and seem grumpy all the time, haha.
So everything about this summer has been so wonderful. I've been trying to separate my emotions from it though, since I really don't want to get too attached to it all. I know I'll be crushed when I have to leave. The feeling of it all slipping away has already started creeping in and it'll soon overshadow everything else.
My research has come to a point where I really need to buckle down, do some hardcore lit searches and figure all the little kinks. But, man, I'm not motivated enough.
All I can think of is all the crap i have to do when i get back to Luoisiana. And once the semester starts, I'll be completely overworked and overcommited, like always. I've found that that's not the way I like to be at all.
I just want to lay in the grass listening to some amazing improvisational drums, a girl with an amazing voice bellowing out tribal chants, and watching inspiring fire dancers forever.
So everything about this summer has been so wonderful. I've been trying to separate my emotions from it though, since I really don't want to get too attached to it all. I know I'll be crushed when I have to leave. The feeling of it all slipping away has already started creeping in and it'll soon overshadow everything else.
My research has come to a point where I really need to buckle down, do some hardcore lit searches and figure all the little kinks. But, man, I'm not motivated enough.
All I can think of is all the crap i have to do when i get back to Luoisiana. And once the semester starts, I'll be completely overworked and overcommited, like always. I've found that that's not the way I like to be at all.
I just want to lay in the grass listening to some amazing improvisational drums, a girl with an amazing voice bellowing out tribal chants, and watching inspiring fire dancers forever.