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i did a no-show at Bakers Inn today. henceforth, i am officially jobless. which makes me sad.
i miss Fish & Co. i miss the warm customers. i miss the smell of cigarette smoke on everyone after a smoke break. i miss running around like a mad woman. i miss the birthday celebrations and singing with the customers on their birthdays. i miss staff meals and stealing the chips for my dinner. i miss going home so damn late. i miss Suniyah! [if i were still around at FnC i can have smoke break with her now. damn!] oh and okay, i miss being able to start/end work with you. ♥♥♥ oh Lord, why did i ever quit? i regret it more than ever now. sob sob. can i go back?
sometimes i think i'm a rash and stupid girl. i have let go of one of the things i love most in the world, just cause of ALEX, WHO ISN'T EVEN WORKING AT GLASSHOUSE NOW. arfgh!! you are a stupid girl.
but never mind, maybe life ain't that screwed up anymore. still 90% screwed up, but you took 10% and made it all worthwhile. i hope it grows. take my heart and please don't break it.
♥♥♥♥♥♥ (am i mad? so many hearts.)♥♥♥♥♥
i miss Fish & Co. i miss the warm customers. i miss the smell of cigarette smoke on everyone after a smoke break. i miss running around like a mad woman. i miss the birthday celebrations and singing with the customers on their birthdays. i miss staff meals and stealing the chips for my dinner. i miss going home so damn late. i miss Suniyah! [if i were still around at FnC i can have smoke break with her now. damn!] oh and okay, i miss being able to start/end work with you. ♥♥♥ oh Lord, why did i ever quit? i regret it more than ever now. sob sob. can i go back?
sometimes i think i'm a rash and stupid girl. i have let go of one of the things i love most in the world, just cause of ALEX, WHO ISN'T EVEN WORKING AT GLASSHOUSE NOW. arfgh!! you are a stupid girl.
but never mind, maybe life ain't that screwed up anymore. still 90% screwed up, but you took 10% and made it all worthwhile. i hope it grows. take my heart and please don't break it.
♥♥♥♥♥♥ (am i mad? so many hearts.)♥♥♥♥♥