ain't that a kick in the head?
fuck.. i wrote something really good and then my window closed. garrrhhh.
anyway...
i'm infatuated. i know i am. and every time you leave i miss you as the empty space in me gnaws wider and wider... you leave me dizzy, spinning around with delirium... but perhaps in my own little world of fantasy. have i brought this upon myself? i think not. i know it's how you made me feel that day that brought me to this very state. i can no longer tell myself that you're just a good friend to me. and as i fall deeper in love i get more afraid to tell you how i feel. i know you'd never play with my feelings.... but have i misread you? each time i'm with you i'm filled with a concoction of agony and ecstacy: agony because i don't know how you really feel; ecstacy because we're so close. yeah, so close... and yet so far. look at me now, i have offered you a bigger part of my heart to stab; to hurt. i'm just confused now.. i'm seeing stars.. the stars you've brought me with your every touch, every word that sends chills down my spine. i'm way beyond myself, i can't go back to where i used to be when i knew we were strictly friends. and i'm intimidated.
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
♥♥you're the only one that can save me now.♥♥
anyway...
i'm infatuated. i know i am. and every time you leave i miss you as the empty space in me gnaws wider and wider... you leave me dizzy, spinning around with delirium... but perhaps in my own little world of fantasy. have i brought this upon myself? i think not. i know it's how you made me feel that day that brought me to this very state. i can no longer tell myself that you're just a good friend to me. and as i fall deeper in love i get more afraid to tell you how i feel. i know you'd never play with my feelings.... but have i misread you? each time i'm with you i'm filled with a concoction of agony and ecstacy: agony because i don't know how you really feel; ecstacy because we're so close. yeah, so close... and yet so far. look at me now, i have offered you a bigger part of my heart to stab; to hurt. i'm just confused now.. i'm seeing stars.. the stars you've brought me with your every touch, every word that sends chills down my spine. i'm way beyond myself, i can't go back to where i used to be when i knew we were strictly friends. and i'm intimidated.
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
♥♥you're the only one that can save me now.♥♥