the first cut is the deepest....
I would have given you all of my heart
but there's someone who's torn it apart
And he's taken just all that i had
But if you want I'll try to love again
Baby, I'll try to love again but i know
The first cut is the deepest
Baby i know the first cut is the deepest
But when it comes to being lucky he's cursed
When it comes to loving me he's worst
I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
And I'm sure going to give you a try
And if you want I'll try to love again
Baby, I'll try to love again but i know
The first cut is the deepest
Baby i know the first cut is the deepest
But when it comes to being lucky he's cursed
When it comes to loving me he's worst
The first cut is the deepest baby i know
The first cut is the deepest try to love again....
Sheryl Crow-the first cut is the deepest
Well these past few days have been interesting to say the least. I truly cannot understand myself sometimes! Why is it that I have to do everything the hard way? I am so tired of hurting because I am scared I am going to hurt or I am going to hurt someone I care about. I never really thought through it more than that until the other night someone really smart happened to say something that stuck with me for a few days and wont seem to get out of my head. He told me all I was doing was hurting both of us. Not just me, and not just him..but both of us. I knew I was stupid and I didn't want to stick my foot in my mouth and admitt I was wrong and he was right..his heads big enough that's the last thing i needed, but i ended up having to and I'm glad I did. So things are going really good right now and i miss him a lot..i havent talked to him since this morning but im not worried. I cannot even begin to express how great it feels inside to not have to worry about getting cheated on when he's not with me and to trust for the first time in my life completely. I am happier than I have been in god knows when..probably when I saw my daughter for the first time. I am falling hard and that's kind of scary, but were going to take this slow. I think that's the best for the both of us, and he agree's of coarse so yeah..lol..i sound so pathetic and if he tells me i am cute when im mad one more time omg..lol..he makes me blush like all the time. He never gets tired of it either. Well i am going to go now. Peace love and all that hippie shit.
Love, jenni
David & Jenni..yeah
By the way I owe a big thank you to my cuzin amanda and her Boyfriend sean so thanks for everything making me see how stupid and scared I was being.
but there's someone who's torn it apart
And he's taken just all that i had
But if you want I'll try to love again
Baby, I'll try to love again but i know
The first cut is the deepest
Baby i know the first cut is the deepest
But when it comes to being lucky he's cursed
When it comes to loving me he's worst
I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
And I'm sure going to give you a try
And if you want I'll try to love again
Baby, I'll try to love again but i know
The first cut is the deepest
Baby i know the first cut is the deepest
But when it comes to being lucky he's cursed
When it comes to loving me he's worst
The first cut is the deepest baby i know
The first cut is the deepest try to love again....
Sheryl Crow-the first cut is the deepest
Well these past few days have been interesting to say the least. I truly cannot understand myself sometimes! Why is it that I have to do everything the hard way? I am so tired of hurting because I am scared I am going to hurt or I am going to hurt someone I care about. I never really thought through it more than that until the other night someone really smart happened to say something that stuck with me for a few days and wont seem to get out of my head. He told me all I was doing was hurting both of us. Not just me, and not just him..but both of us. I knew I was stupid and I didn't want to stick my foot in my mouth and admitt I was wrong and he was right..his heads big enough that's the last thing i needed, but i ended up having to and I'm glad I did. So things are going really good right now and i miss him a lot..i havent talked to him since this morning but im not worried. I cannot even begin to express how great it feels inside to not have to worry about getting cheated on when he's not with me and to trust for the first time in my life completely. I am happier than I have been in god knows when..probably when I saw my daughter for the first time. I am falling hard and that's kind of scary, but were going to take this slow. I think that's the best for the both of us, and he agree's of coarse so yeah..lol..i sound so pathetic and if he tells me i am cute when im mad one more time omg..lol..he makes me blush like all the time. He never gets tired of it either. Well i am going to go now. Peace love and all that hippie shit.
Love, jenni
David & Jenni..yeah
By the way I owe a big thank you to my cuzin amanda and her Boyfriend sean so thanks for everything making me see how stupid and scared I was being.