Feb 07, 2005 18:24
God, as usual I am stressed out. Not on anything particular just everything in general! I just want to be done, I need a vacation.
List of Things to do
1.Medical Exams for ROTC
2.Three Tests in school
3.hockey game wed.(practice in the mornings)
4.Feild trip to HOLOCAUST museum...more on this.
5.Scholarships...
ok so I guess it is not that much but still I don't manage things very well. So natuarally I feel chaotic.
The HOLOCAUST, it is a class I am taking this semester. I never dreamed it would be this hard. Haha not academically, it's fr. Rose. But emotionally, I kind of take it personally, I mean most of them were polish, and most not even jews. Hated for something you are, I can't imagine. And when I try it get emotionally disturbed. The whole thing sickens me. I just can't believe it. I can hardly watch Schindler's List. But I do then I am in a bad mood for the rest of the day....Most people just hear the holocaust and think nothing of it, but they need to. I will admit i was one of those people. But when you stop and think you will change your mind. And if you don't, so help you God!
....By the way my old POLISH grandmother is chaperoneing the trip...should be interesting.
Well I haven't posted in a while because i just haven't felt like it, but I really have done nothing of importance so I guess it doesn't matter!
But now I shall go watch a movie, and go to bed....early night for an early morning....
Ab Magna Gloria Dei!
RjRII
post scripto. Wish me luck at my game...I am gonna shut them bastards out....and J-high watch your back the train that is LUMEN CHRISTI HOCKEY is coming your way. And I am the mother fucking CONDUCTOR!