My Apologies
-Today was okay. It started out good ended sucky obviously. My uncs came here today. I <3 him- hes sucha jolly man. LoL. Man... right now i'm soo confused with myself. I don't know why, idk what to do. Idk what im not knowing either. Goodness i do not make any sense. I'm just so urt. I wish i didn't feel this way about certain things, but idk. Idk why i do it. Or act like it. I guess this is juss gonna be one of those pre-pms weeks where i get emotional and all up n down. Who do i turn to when i really need to talk though? The people who used to be there don't seem like they really belong there now. Except Nasiha- i know if she had the choice of hearin me out right now she def. would, but its reallie not up 2 her. I juss wish i could idk. I need to shutup. I'm confusing myself n prollie ne1 reading this. Sorry. :[
-juss don't tell me how to be or act... cause you're just telling me to put on a show for you-
-when you try to tell me what to do or feel you're basically trying to change me into how you want me to be-
:/