here's to honesty.
i'm downgrading from a queen sized bed to a single. why? good question. it's coz sometimes, something about us, has to reflect what we are as a person. see, i gave away my throne as queen because i have no king, which therefore makes me single. you get what i'm saying? nvm
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Unfortunately, most of us feel the way you do at sometimes in our lives, and that hurts so much... It hurts being away of someone you love, and wondering whether you're not with that person because you don't deserve to be with him... Love is so complicated, and so are relationships... I often go to bed at night, and dream of that german guy that I love... my body, my heart and mind aches to be with him again, and I think that that will never happen as I'm not a lovable person... and that someone as cute as him will never want to be with someone as me... but that's just the worst part in me speaking louder. But there was something he taught me while he was here... that I had to try to be stronger, and don't get so scared about life and things... that I should trust myself more. That's so hard when you have low self-esteem as me. But I'm trying... I long for the day when I'm more sure about myself, and the way I stand in life because I know that I'll be happier and hurt less. Society tends to makes us believe that if we are single, we are unhappy people... but I still believe and know that the love that will last until eternity exists, and that there are still those love stories that makes us dream of an heaven on earth. We just have to be a bit patient and don't let depression get hold of us. Susana and I also love chocolates, and just love to eat them as they give you that feeling you've mentioned... it's therapeutic, we say. If you one gets a pound or two, we shouldn't worry... New Year is coming and we'll all exercise! But seriously, please, please don't get depression gets hold of you... you ARE wonderful, and one of the cutest young women we've ever seen. That's what you always have to bear in mind when you wake up in the morning or you go to bed at night! You have one of the cutest and sweetest smiles we've ever seen :) Never forget that! You are beautiful!!! And don't ever give up on your king size bed, because your king is coming your way...
As for Christmas... please don't worry about that... we did posted something for you, that we truly hope you'll like... but the greatest gift, and wish that we have is to see our lovely friend from Singapore laughing and having another perspective about life and herself! We imagine how hard it must be for you to be working at this time of the year... we know how things are, and see the mess that the shops are... and just imagine how tired you must feel :( but you musn't forget that you'll also be getting your money, and that will help you buy what you want. Last month we also worked a lot, and couldn't believe when we get our paycheck...
Anyway... please, do take care of you, and know that though we are a bit far, you can always count on our friendship as we love you very, very much and wish you all the best!! <333
~FOR YOU, FELICIA~ (we didn't write it, but these are also our feelings)
I'll (We'll) Be Here
I cannot ease your aching heart,
Nor take your pain away;
But let me stay and take your hand
And walk with you today.
I'll listen when you need to talk,
I'll wipe away your tears;
I'll share your worries when they come,
I'll help you face your fears.
I'm here and I will stand by you,
On each hill you have to climb;
So take my hand, let's face the world...
And live just one day at a time.
You're not alone, for I'm still here,
I'll go that extra mile;
And when your grief is easier,
I'll help you learn to smile!
- Author Unknown
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i'm now pretty excited after reading that you two posted something! lol. i haven't had time to go to the post office though i have all the gifts for everyone ready here with me. i kinda feel bad about it and have been apologising like crazy and hoping that its ok about sending late gifts. heh.
i hope the both of you are doing fine.. i have a piece of good news to share.. which is, my new bed's coming in 12 hours and that my buddy back in school, is getting engaged this coming January 22nd! heheehehhehhee...
anyway, i'm off to bed and hopefully, i'll get off my lazy ass after my bed arrives, and go to the post office later. lol. take good care you two! much love, hugs, kisses, cookies, candy bars, and everything nice!
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