Jan 27, 2005 19:54
Im kinda sad. But today didnt turn out to be to bad. And to Megan and Seth, im sry but im not planning on changing soon this is just something i have to deal with right know, maybe you'll get lucky and it will just be a phase for me, but i appreciate you caring and Jordan too, ur awesome to talk to. Its freakin' freezing here. I hope i get to do something this weekend, im so bored and if i dont get out of the house soon i dont know what ill do. Grr...j/k. I cant wait till March 4th to be rid of the burden of playing THE ASH GROVE constantly plus ill get to go to western with my buddies, YEAH. I have been tired all day and i cant sleep, i hate that feeling, but when i do sleep i haven't been having those nightmares lately yeah... last one i remember was that day i was sick and i woke up and had an anxiety attack, kinda scary. Well i geuss ill stop bothering all of you lovely folk, toodles, luv ya.