if i could be who you wanted
why is it such news to you that i'm so fucked up? i told you not to love me, not to care about me, not to think about me so much.
i'm that girl that really does have social anxiety, and i'm that girl that would rather sit in her room in the dark doing nothing at all instead of living life. why? i just get scared. i don't know why, but i told you. remember? and you said it was okay.
its not though. still you didn't act funny when i told you i was scared of escalators. and you didn't say "what the fuck.." when i told you about the time at that mall when i had a mild panic attack going down them. i think you want to save me, but i don't need saving from you. just be my friend &i'll save myself. dont love me..
i'm that girl that really does have social anxiety, and i'm that girl that would rather sit in her room in the dark doing nothing at all instead of living life. why? i just get scared. i don't know why, but i told you. remember? and you said it was okay.
its not though. still you didn't act funny when i told you i was scared of escalators. and you didn't say "what the fuck.." when i told you about the time at that mall when i had a mild panic attack going down them. i think you want to save me, but i don't need saving from you. just be my friend &i'll save myself. dont love me..