damn
man, dude i wrote my whole expirience again and it got deleted. i hate this...ok no i dont hate, i dislike it.
i am going to try to write it all again. you guys have no idea how i feel. it was so hard to just let go and talk about my problems in front of a gourp of 60 people but behind the tears i felt so good. its even better when you realize that they are their for you.
honestly i'm a little upset right now. i had the courage again to write exactly how i felt and post it for the whole world to see but it got deleted.
so i just want to say that i am seriously here for anyone. if you need anyone to listen and not talk... i'm here. if you need advice...i'm here. if you need money...i'm not here. heh sorry nobody is perfect. i have decided to become a leader after my confermation. i want to be there for other youths just like my leaders were there for me. thank-you guys so much, you guys dont know how much that meant to me.
i have a better understanding of people, and please try not to judge. i know everybody does, honeslty i judge a lot but, i am going to stop. dont judge because of there clothes, hair, lifestyles, sexuality, genes, hobbies, or there past. and if you do have an opinion about someone and you have to let it out, say it to a person that you trust with your life because gossip and rumors hurt people and the last thing you want to do is hurt someone.