so far from home....
long story of why i got sent here but im here. im in south korea and ive been here for a two months and i find out my mom isnt letting me come back till next fucking year! missing out on halloween, new years and everything else thats going on.it was nice getting away and everything but 4 months is too fucking long to be stuck in a different country in a different time zone with no friends and no one to talk to but youre family. im so lonley i could die. sorry im whining so much but isnt that what live journal is for?lol.also im not a im not a good writer and it all just comes out like that. afraid everythings gonna change wen i come back and its hard to keep in touch.....i dont want everyone to forget about me.... and i left a crush back in cali n i worry he would have found someone else and moved on by then which sucks cause i really like him and never met anyone like him. i know that sounds cliche as hell but its how i feel.i get tired of accepting things the way they are and making the most of it. sometimes....sigh***