Dec 29, 2011 07:49
Havent been on livejournal in foreverr.fuckkk.
update:gotta job. i work at fashion island in newport beach and sell red carpet esque dresses.
okay now onto the baaaaad:
Long story short my x got a gf in like the 2nd week i got back......way to get a tattoo of my name and wanting me back and pulling THAT. He turned out to be everything he said he wasnt. I got played like a fool. Silly of me to fall in love with a bitch, i have no love for hoes.& I will continue to not give any fucks for the rest of my life.
My best friend has turned into a full blown junkie. shooting up and playing the drug game :/ my best guy friend is ignoring me and being a shitty friend in general. we dont really talk anymore despite my efforts. i have another friend but he creeps and i feel i only kick it with him cause sometimes i have nobody. and i kick it with random ppl here and there.
i dont really have any real friends and it gets lonley up in this bitch. i wish i had just 2 or 3 close friends that i can turn to and smoke weed with. thank god i have a job or id go crazy...
siiiiiiiiiigh. i hope the new year brings some things to smile about