May 18, 2005 21:06
'A beautiful girl can make you dizzy
Like youve been drinking jack and coke all morning
She can make u feel high
Full a single greatest commodity known to man
Promise promise of a better day
Promise of a greater hope
Promise of a new tomorrow
This particular aura can be found in the gait of a beautilful girl
In her smile & in her soul & the way she makes every rotten little thing about life seem like its gonna be ok...'
amen.
its odd that such a little seemingly unimportant thing to the world or n e one around u can drive u crazy once its taken away.
i have mixed feelings about school ending. weird.
i mean yesaa this will b the best summer known to man however theres still those few things. for one this has been the best year of schooling that i can ever remember. im happy at school. may not have friends in all my classes but i have friends. (i hope). we have fun in shool which is rare. i see them everyday. im gonna miss it. hopefuly itll b the same next year. yea. it will.
im fuckin worn out. like completely. n i have 3 games 3 days straight. one 2morro at home. JV. fun. friday away varsity itll suck. one saturday at home against kimball. they suck balls. fun. i just need a nap.
ok so. today. wednesday the 18th. the last day i will go to school with an older brother. today is the beggining of the end. its odd realy when i sit here n think about it. they have ALWAYS been there. travis or ryan. an older brother watchin me even tho they may not admitt it. always that rock to fall back on. soon ryan'll b in kalamazoo (2hours away). travis is going back to take classes next thursday(4 hours away). then. ill b on my own. hmm. im gonna miss them.
so much shit is changing rite now so fast that its rediculous. change is good.
the littlest things make my day. usually from the same person. does that say something?