i feel shitty
i had to fire someone today
well, techinically ive done it before, quite a lot
BUT
this is the first time ive had to actually call someone up on the phone and have that awkward conversation
"uhh yea, like, so , you know, like, umm, how you were like, well, like you had this job right, well yea, now its gone . . . ."
*insert awkward silence*
so ringing her, instead of having the conversation face to face really bugged me, that and the fact that i actually like stacey,made it all weird and not so fun
well . . . nah it wasnt that bad, and stacey was really really nice about it
but i still feel bad, coz she was a good worker and like . . meh adam offered to do it for me, i just figured he wouldnt respect me as much if i wussed out and didnt do it myself
the reason this was an interesting enough to post was that i put off telling her, for a few reasons:
1. i'm a wuss
2. i knew she was out with her friend today
3. i suck
anyway, so i got home and was all well . . . ill ring her after 5ish so she'll be home and it wont be weird, so i had a nap and well, my subconcious really wanted to get me back for it so i had some seriously messed up freaky ass shit dreams which are still kind of concerning me
well, its all over now, so dandelion tea for everyone!
boobs . . . that will make this post better