An update on the worst summer break of my life!!!
disclaimer: don't feel bad for me because I don't feel bad about anything..I'm just being honest.
I am having the worst and most dull summer of my life...I don't just mean dull but it's this intense dullness that makes you want to sit around and do nothing when the opportunity arrives for you to be active. This summer is making me hate my family all except my older sister, who I have yet to see. I also hate this GOD_FORSAKEN city...Cape Coral is crap, nothing but crap and I hate living here I want to go back to NY or even to Canada( which is now one of the places that I would like to live in my life time). I haven't gone to the mall yet, I haven't been to Page Field Commons, and I haven't been to Bell Tower. I haven't even seen a movie since a month before I left Boca.
I am almost ashamed of these next few words..but I have to be honest with myself. I want to go back to Boca more than anything in the world. I want to be a SAS living it up like before being a real teen..partying all the time getting drunk emptying out packs of cigs ( which I am out of and dying for but when your parents are your only source of transportation and they despise smoking, you can't exactly go out and buy it with them). I have even lost my creative outlet I have no space to myself to even continue writing lyrics or poems and on top of it all my but hurts from sitting on this chair to long (ok so that was just being whinny).
I hope my sister comes soon..so we can hangout and so that I won't be alone anymore. Either that or I will be going to Boston with her to visit my cousin. You know the onlybright light at the end of my summer break is knowing that she is going to visit and that I will be in Tampa soon..an actual city....YEA!!!!!
miserably signing off to tune into my daily does of soap watching,
Tanisha
I am having the worst and most dull summer of my life...I don't just mean dull but it's this intense dullness that makes you want to sit around and do nothing when the opportunity arrives for you to be active. This summer is making me hate my family all except my older sister, who I have yet to see. I also hate this GOD_FORSAKEN city...Cape Coral is crap, nothing but crap and I hate living here I want to go back to NY or even to Canada( which is now one of the places that I would like to live in my life time). I haven't gone to the mall yet, I haven't been to Page Field Commons, and I haven't been to Bell Tower. I haven't even seen a movie since a month before I left Boca.
I am almost ashamed of these next few words..but I have to be honest with myself. I want to go back to Boca more than anything in the world. I want to be a SAS living it up like before being a real teen..partying all the time getting drunk emptying out packs of cigs ( which I am out of and dying for but when your parents are your only source of transportation and they despise smoking, you can't exactly go out and buy it with them). I have even lost my creative outlet I have no space to myself to even continue writing lyrics or poems and on top of it all my but hurts from sitting on this chair to long (ok so that was just being whinny).
I hope my sister comes soon..so we can hangout and so that I won't be alone anymore. Either that or I will be going to Boston with her to visit my cousin. You know the onlybright light at the end of my summer break is knowing that she is going to visit and that I will be in Tampa soon..an actual city....YEA!!!!!
miserably signing off to tune into my daily does of soap watching,
Tanisha