Oct 07, 2004 17:55
Wow… So you know the feeling where you kind of stray off from updating and talking to people, and you come back and read and realized what you’ve missed, all 4 months of it, and you say to yourself how much you wished you could be there. How much you wished there was something you could do to make a difference in someone’s life, to leave an imprint of yourself for others to remember. If there was some way of going back in time, to make each moment more memorable, to make someone laugh just a little bit harder, to make someone’s day just a little bit better….
Its been an entire three or more weeks since I’ve updated, since I’ve caught up on what’s happened. Within the past few weeks at Dunwoody there was a snare drum quitting from the band (due to grade problems), homecoming which was really truly fun, and the usual games. Haha, during the homecoming show, all the snares and a cymbal were talking on the field during the entire (what seemed like half an hour) song, but we got what was coming to us Monday morning when our director started to give us laps, push-ups, the list goes on and on. Well nothing too much happened but that’s not the real reason of this post.
I just really wanted to say it was really fun last year, and I was really glad I made such good friends at Marist. Even though there were some low and high points during the year, all and all I wouldn’t have given it up for the world. If things didn’t have to turn out this way, if things didn’t go wrong at the worst possible time, I know I would still be there today, still laughing, still enjoying it. Now don’t get me wrong, I have made some new friends at Dunwoody, and they’re really nice and everything, but its just soo hard to leave you’re older friends, even if they still live right down the street, or a phone call away. Maybe its just me, maybe I’m just in an antisocial mood the past two days.
I’m still lost, I still don’t know exactly what to do and it’s starting to show. I’ve felt sick as a dog the past few days, but it’s stress induced. So much stuff to worry about, it’s just too much to take in one lifetime.
Just a few more sentences and I’ll be done. Now I know I haven’t talked to people in a long time, and I’m starting to miss everyone. I’ve been drifting farther and farther apart, and its depressing me so. This may be the last time I can talk to everyone, but through everything I just wanted you to know it was fun. Patty, it was fun being with you, in homeroom and religion, you always managed to put a smile on my face. Kevin, wow what a funny guy you are, great friend and all around guy. Connor, thanks for all the good times, and for always knowing what to do. Sam, fellow snare drummer and really great friend, wow always fun to be around, (and I know you miss all you’re friends from Conyers so you know exactly what it’s like). Katie, you are truly a good person at heart and I was looking forward to getting to know you better this year. Catherine, you’re a good role model and a hilarious ‘mom’ to be around. Ian, Mary, Jaime, Cipolla, Steve, Francis, the list goes on…
Through everything that’s happened you were all really good people, and I had a really great time with everyone (even if it seemed I was down at some times). Maybe my schedule will open up, who knows. But I just wanted to get this out because it was haunting me for the past few days, and it feels so much better to get it all out. Ok that’s all the time I have for today. Goodbye and talk to you again soon.