Jun 07, 2009 11:26
Today is my 29th birthday. I'm getting up there, and its scary. What will my 30th bring? Good things I suppose, but lets hope.
Went to a gemini bday party yesterday at my gf's moms house. It was nice to get out and enjoy good food, music, and company. I have the bug bites to prove it as well as the sent of OFF.
Its going to be a lazy sunday, doing nothing but the usual sunday stuff...a load of laundry and picking up the apartment. Maybe we'll get out and get some food...who knows.
Everytime I sit alone and think about it, I just cant wait til Beck and I are ok. I'm tired of being tight with my finances and want to not have to think about the next bill that is due. I want to beable to sit in our own house and watch the 60+ inch flat screen tv, or just out of the blue decide to go for a swim in our inclosed pool, or start up the grill and cook us up some lunch, or just relax in our hot tub, or go for a spin in our go carts/ATV's, or even head down to the Rec room and play some video games, shoot pool, or throw some darts. I want to beable to go out to the backyard and play with our dog...heck, I'd even hop on the lawn mower and cut the grass.
I'd like to beable to just say, "Babe, lets go to ME this weekend, or lets go up to the lakehouse for a couple of days."
Someday I guess...
My arms are irrated from the sun yesterday. They get all itchy and develope these bumps, its annoying.
I hope Beck took her meds this morning. I know she got out of bed lastnight and came out to the livingroom for a few hours.
I dont know why all of a sudden I want to cry. I guess its pms..yay!
happy birthday to me