well a wasted weekend
no i didnt get wasted, i only had like 5 bud lites. not enough for me to walk funny. i was suppose to go to san diego but my buddy had to work, so it is now this weekend coming up.
well how to start about yesterday, well i had a pha appointment(annual check up) but i had one in june. so this one was a 0930 so i had to get up early and when i get there my appointment was canceled but no one told me. so i went to work and was goin to ask if i could finish my day on day shift. well i sat around for an hour and they told me to go home and come back at 1500. so i went home and got an hour of sleep. so i get to work and nothin would work for me. i was putting an actuator in a i take one step forward and 100 back. i was getting pissed. but by the end of the night i had only finished 3 steps. i worked 10 hours and they said that i could go home. and trust me if i would get a nickle for every time i hit my head or cut my arm i would not need the air force anymore cause i would be a billionaire. i hit my head about 20+ times a night. it really pissed me off.
well i realized a few things the other day. i need to stop living in the past. i dont want things to be different but they are. different doesnt mean worse does it? it shouldnt. i think that is my problem, billy ott tells me this all the time and i finally got it the other day, make my self happy then worry about others. well i put in for leave for 23Nov to 30Nov. now hopefully i get that cause i really want a kegger cause i want to catch up on old times but still move on at the same time. i want to see my friends from home but i want them to reconize me and also i dont want to send in a reume to talk to u guys. i hear about home is where the heart is and well i think that mine never came with me. so i came to the conclusion that i shouldnt call u guys everyweekend of update my journal cause that is making me think of home way too much and i think in a way that is a bad thing. so i will not update as much, maybe once a week.
nick brought up a good point about the kegger though, we need somewhere else for it. i was thinkin like the school parking lot, or somewhere with alot of room, like a furrey road but we wont go there cause it is right next to the police station. we could be like taigaters for a football game and do it in the parking lot. if anyone has an idea just post it. oh by the way i got my phone number changed. if a 702 number comes up on your phone it is me. iight catch ya later.
well how to start about yesterday, well i had a pha appointment(annual check up) but i had one in june. so this one was a 0930 so i had to get up early and when i get there my appointment was canceled but no one told me. so i went to work and was goin to ask if i could finish my day on day shift. well i sat around for an hour and they told me to go home and come back at 1500. so i went home and got an hour of sleep. so i get to work and nothin would work for me. i was putting an actuator in a i take one step forward and 100 back. i was getting pissed. but by the end of the night i had only finished 3 steps. i worked 10 hours and they said that i could go home. and trust me if i would get a nickle for every time i hit my head or cut my arm i would not need the air force anymore cause i would be a billionaire. i hit my head about 20+ times a night. it really pissed me off.
well i realized a few things the other day. i need to stop living in the past. i dont want things to be different but they are. different doesnt mean worse does it? it shouldnt. i think that is my problem, billy ott tells me this all the time and i finally got it the other day, make my self happy then worry about others. well i put in for leave for 23Nov to 30Nov. now hopefully i get that cause i really want a kegger cause i want to catch up on old times but still move on at the same time. i want to see my friends from home but i want them to reconize me and also i dont want to send in a reume to talk to u guys. i hear about home is where the heart is and well i think that mine never came with me. so i came to the conclusion that i shouldnt call u guys everyweekend of update my journal cause that is making me think of home way too much and i think in a way that is a bad thing. so i will not update as much, maybe once a week.
nick brought up a good point about the kegger though, we need somewhere else for it. i was thinkin like the school parking lot, or somewhere with alot of room, like a furrey road but we wont go there cause it is right next to the police station. we could be like taigaters for a football game and do it in the parking lot. if anyone has an idea just post it. oh by the way i got my phone number changed. if a 702 number comes up on your phone it is me. iight catch ya later.