Maybe things are starting to turn around....?
I got my job at Publix!!! I'm so excited! I thought I'd be dreading working, but I'm really looking forward to it. I get to work with a bunch of cool people...
-First and formost my mom :)
-Janice (this old homeless looking woman who has always been so sweet)
-This really hot pale Jew (to bad he's like 27 and has a kid)
-Andy (the big boss who interviewed me he's absolutly awesome)
-Paula (that's what I call her cause she's a replica of Paula Dean I love her)
-And this man who's like the mean bossy uncle I never had. He made me give him gum? WTF?
In other news, Mnich really pissed me off yesterday. Plain and simple. But I realized he was just sharing the truth. The truth hurts. He put in perspective that I don't enjoy myself and I don't smile alot. I haven't had to much to smile about.
-Health probs are messin me up
-I got turned down for 2 things I auditioned for in a row
-I'm hating my apperance
-The exercises we're doing in acting made me see that I'm not so good at acting
But I don't want to be the downer that takes life to seriously. I want to be a fun person no matter how life may be. So that's what I'm going to do. I'm going to enjoy myself and put all the shit that's going on behind me and focus on enjoying what I love: acting, school, my friends, and my family. I REFUSE to be a depressed person. I'm gonna be more confident and I'm just going to do my best at acting. I'm going to try to learn as much as I can from everyone I can learn from and I'm gonna have a smile on my face while I'm doing it God damn it! I'm not gonna be the downer anymore. Dark clouds can find someone elses head to be over cause I'm smiling and havin fun bitch!
-First and formost my mom :)
-Janice (this old homeless looking woman who has always been so sweet)
-This really hot pale Jew (to bad he's like 27 and has a kid)
-Andy (the big boss who interviewed me he's absolutly awesome)
-Paula (that's what I call her cause she's a replica of Paula Dean I love her)
-And this man who's like the mean bossy uncle I never had. He made me give him gum? WTF?
In other news, Mnich really pissed me off yesterday. Plain and simple. But I realized he was just sharing the truth. The truth hurts. He put in perspective that I don't enjoy myself and I don't smile alot. I haven't had to much to smile about.
-Health probs are messin me up
-I got turned down for 2 things I auditioned for in a row
-I'm hating my apperance
-The exercises we're doing in acting made me see that I'm not so good at acting
But I don't want to be the downer that takes life to seriously. I want to be a fun person no matter how life may be. So that's what I'm going to do. I'm going to enjoy myself and put all the shit that's going on behind me and focus on enjoying what I love: acting, school, my friends, and my family. I REFUSE to be a depressed person. I'm gonna be more confident and I'm just going to do my best at acting. I'm going to try to learn as much as I can from everyone I can learn from and I'm gonna have a smile on my face while I'm doing it God damn it! I'm not gonna be the downer anymore. Dark clouds can find someone elses head to be over cause I'm smiling and havin fun bitch!