Jul 24, 2005 17:46
so, i thought that i was ok....
surprise
i work from 11 pm to 7 am at a factory, what could be better than that, honestly.
this summer started great...
then abruptly ended...probably should have seen that comin...2 months is about all im good for...
i am basically cut off from the outside world...i sleep pretty much all day...just to wake up and do it all over again that night...oh but on a brighter note i got to talk to the Human resources people a few weeks ago to file a harassment complaint against a guy that i work with, and then i was so upset about the entire thing that i started to have horrible stabbing pains in my stomach...got to go to the hospital and have an ultra sound b/c the doctors couldnt figure out what was wrong with me...and then later told me that it was all due to stress... now this is what i call a class A summer...that was the reason i missed scotland's party, which im very sorry.
i need a break from everything...
about once a year maybe if im lucky twice a year i get to have a mental break down, and it looks like this year i will be breaking the record and rounding out the past 7 months with a nice and even 4 break downs...
brain is like mush...cant think anymore...
and i get to go to work in 4 hours...
sigh.
well that actually makes me feel a tad bit better, getting evereything off my chest...i hope thateveryone is having a great summer and if anyone knows what day school starts could they let me know that would be great!
off to take a nap-er-roo before work!