Maybe... Maybe not
Guys... Life's a bitch and then you die! Allow me to elaborate. Say that there is this one person who likes you, but you're either too blind or stupid to see it and you end up hurting that person unintensionally. But then you start falling for them and they've been hurt so bad by you that they no longer care about you that way any more and that hurts you soooooooooo much that you just want to die. So you go and do whatever you have to do to get over this person and you suceed... at a price. Then, you find out that they care for you again because you cared about them before. But you killed the feelings that you had for this person and the "fire" is no longer there. But you really really really really really really didn't want to hurt this person any more, but you don't care in the way that you used to. So this person finally realizes it and lives on without you... and you miss them. Even though you have all these other things to distract you...you miss them. What do you do? Grin and bear it? Smile and say everythings alright? Go on living the same empty way you always have? Die? What will make you feel better? Strip clubs? drugs? bars? Nothing fills that void and it's tearing you apart. And you want to rip out your soul or your heart or whatever it is you feel with just to make the pain stop because you want something that may have been there before and isn't anymore and it's your fault. What do you do? Do you live on? Do you lay down and die? Do you try to make it feel better by trying to fill the emptiness you live in with trivial things? What do you do. Live? Die? Maybe... maybe not. To die, to live no more.