Taken 2 Serious
You know I learned a great lesson in life yesterday...it seems that my smart ass comments and teasing banter can ruin a good thing...I lost one of my most important friends and love of my life because they took my childish banter for more than it was. I have a lot of fun making smart ass comments here and there and teasing but it bit me in my ass and cost me and incredible man. Will I ever learn ...more than likely not...You know the worst part is I hurt them beyond measure and there is nothing I can do to take it back or change it. God damn my stupidity. All I know is I love this man and worship the ground he walks upon and I made the biggest mistake by believing that I could enjoy my teasing antics and not hurt anyone.