It's Falling Apart
Oh mann.... Thanks for the comments on the last journal entry you guys. Sorry I didn't respond. By the way __shorty. Who are you? You showed up on my 'Also friends of' list and I don't know who you are. Lol. Sorry.
Anyways. I talked to Vinnie last night. It. Was. Horrible. Ok listen to this. He likes me and I like him and we're like going out Saturday. But, we're not like going out going out. So. I'm really confused and we got in this HUGE argument yesterday about it. It was bad. He says he likes me and stuff, but then he's like I don't think I can have a girlfriend. I'm too busy and my last 2 girlfriends broke up with me because of it. But then the other day he told me that he never does anything on the weekends. HELLO?! Then he gave me all this crap about how he likes me and us not going out hurts him more than it hurts me. (No, literally, he said that.) Ok. WHATEVER. So today he sits by me during break, and the 1st thing out of his mouth is 'We really need to talk.' However, does he talk about it? NO. He says he likes me. But he doesn't act like it. IT'S STARTING TO PISS ME OFF! Like today on the bus ramp thing our hands were like brushing against each other, and you know you'd think he'd have enough courage to like.. Do something. But does he. No. This is getting gay. I seriously need to forget about that kid. Like I'm sitting here 'Why do I like him again?' And then when I talk to him or hang out with him I'm like... 'Oh ya. Thats why.' Oh man.
It's been raining all week! It's so depressing. Especially when you're already pissed. Usually I like the rain. Now. It's just getting old. But, ya. Tomorrow I'm going shopping. I want to by pants and a Marilyn Monroe shirt I saw at Hot Topic. Hopefully, my mom will give in. She needs to take me Fall shopping anyways. My weekend is JAMMED PACKED. Like literally. I don't know what I'm going to do. Friday Olivia wants me to spend the night. Saturday Vinnie wants me to hang out with him at the movies. (I wander if that's still going on, anyways? Because lately he's starting to piss me off.) And then Saturday Jessica wants me to spend the night. Sunday I have church, and Jessica wants me to go to this pool party thing. I don't feel like doing all that. I don't know.
Ughhhh. I'm so gay.
xoxo,
Katie