if im just bad news then your a liar

[2confused2care]

you say girls just forget everything they fight about and thats why they write in lj's to remind themselves in the morning why they are pissed.Well i dont need my lj to remind me what a dick you really are you do that everyday personally but i do need to remind you, you sexist son of a bitch. I wanted to be like other couples and be able to talk about our problems or w/e was bothering one of us but apprently that didnt work...Proably because i over looked the fact that were not a couple minor detail at least i thought so because i usaully forget.Funny thing is i refer to you more now as my b/f then i ever did when we were actually together.So if i cant talk to you about my problems i'll just talk to the whole lj world at least they'll give proper feedback and wont insult me and piss me off and manage to turn it into a agrument. Usually i love to agrue but not when we actully get pissed and i get those girl feelings. You know until i now thought our break up was a joke thought, ud be my longest relationship.But no you just wouldnt allow that now would you? You think i care so much about that age thing dont you? Well i just dont know what more i could do to prove to you that it wont stop me from n e thing even if i do.It obivioulsy didnt prevent me from dating you or being seen with you or introducing you to my friends or n e thing in that nature i just dont know what more you want a marriage proposal?Cuz thats all thats left. I dont want recagnition for going out with because i really did like you.But it really did take alot because your right i REALLY do care what other people think but i liked you and i wasnt just not going to date you because your younger than me, you treated me better than alot of my other boyfriends did not saying you always treated me right but no realationship is perfect now is it?But you really dont understand how much i liked you and i dont think you ever will but i hope you satisfied.

You said i'd never reject anyones calls...Well i guess if you ever do i'll be able to prove you wrong

sleep well and i hope you have fun at community service tomorrow and all works out for you

i was half expecting/hoping youd call back...i guess im just another wishful thinker