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Nov 20, 2005 04:02

as I slowly submerge myself in the surface tension imagination, I must then draw away from what I cannot twist around, what I cannot mold into whatever form I wish, I will be going through this cycle again, and how I turn out I will not know untill I have come full circle realization of whatever damnation I have caused you. I must pre-apologize for absolutely ignoring you, but you are the ones who have pushed me to this, engulfed my entire head with water just to push me away, so in complete retrospect...it is your fault. if you really cared you would know where I was that night. if you really cared then I would have told you, if you really cared you would try. if you really cared....but that situation is still sickly irrelevant so do not ever think that you have such a deep root into my life that I am becoming stuck to the ground, do not ever even throw out solutions that it is your fault.

O Muses, O high genius, now assist me!

I will now be smothering myself in this fiction that I can tamper with, that I can make suffice for any knowledgeable purpose. so I may destruct you. you are now a waste of time, just another lucid idea. that is everything...idea, once I can break through this water, I will be completely separated, in a much more superficial sense than I am right now, at this very moment, because once again ___ __ ___ ____. it will be sad though, such a sad calice will have formed between me and you that I do not ever imagine that renewal of terrestrial ideas will ever leak through once more.

in no contemptuous way will you chauffeur me out of the glass, I will stay here, _________ from you but still in full view, and you will wonder, and you will stumble like you always do, and you will fall and I will not bother a glance.

-new 'topic'
you're a whore, all three of you

-new TOPIC
he is soo right..'In a way, being an addict is very proactive.' I can't wait to get to the rest of it

debating ALL the monochromatic sentences
trickling off your hive based sleeve
whatever extent of apologies do you see?
when you only see, what you try to believe?

once again I will say to another - try and pick up whatever scraps of it you wish because that is all you're going to get

thank you though, for impressing realization, for finally edging me along, it might come to me now

whore(s)
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