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I just don't get me....
I wanted to but before, then I didn't...screw this I should just go to sleep cause I just feel so stupid for not, or something along that line
Im going 'camping' for the next week and I get back on saturday (?)
Ill come back a completely different person, + or -
-it will be interesting to see which one pushes through
Ive been just so brain dead lately, and I don't feel like having to make the effort of breathing tomorrow
one thing that I really hate thinking about is how, when you and another person listen to a song, you have your own thoughts, opinions, and more than likely youve applied it to something, but if you were to think about what you think the other persons thoughts are of the song, it kinda gets me how shallow I think it is..ehh just a random thought
people say that 'pain lets you know your alive'...I think that pain is completely irrelevant to life, you tell yourself that your alive, pain, love, hate, any emotion is just a variation of before it came, you tell yourself that your alive...and pain only 'hurts' as much as you let it, that too was another random thought
you are all idiots, stupid stupid idiots, go on keep on judging me, but you should listen to me even if Im not doing that, cause all Im doing is experimenting and finding out what is 'real'...screw off you jack off
this is all so interesting, too bad I really don't care
I wonder if its like waking up from a dream, I doubt it will be the same at all, don't know but I am VERY curious about finding out....
even though I can block them out, I don't really like to sometimes, its nice having somebody there
aawhh you looked soo good today....
I wanted to but before, then I didn't...screw this I should just go to sleep cause I just feel so stupid for not, or something along that line
Im going 'camping' for the next week and I get back on saturday (?)
Ill come back a completely different person, + or -
-it will be interesting to see which one pushes through
Ive been just so brain dead lately, and I don't feel like having to make the effort of breathing tomorrow
one thing that I really hate thinking about is how, when you and another person listen to a song, you have your own thoughts, opinions, and more than likely youve applied it to something, but if you were to think about what you think the other persons thoughts are of the song, it kinda gets me how shallow I think it is..ehh just a random thought
people say that 'pain lets you know your alive'...I think that pain is completely irrelevant to life, you tell yourself that your alive, pain, love, hate, any emotion is just a variation of before it came, you tell yourself that your alive...and pain only 'hurts' as much as you let it, that too was another random thought
you are all idiots, stupid stupid idiots, go on keep on judging me, but you should listen to me even if Im not doing that, cause all Im doing is experimenting and finding out what is 'real'...screw off you jack off
this is all so interesting, too bad I really don't care
I wonder if its like waking up from a dream, I doubt it will be the same at all, don't know but I am VERY curious about finding out....
even though I can block them out, I don't really like to sometimes, its nice having somebody there
aawhh you looked soo good today....