Dec 24, 2005 23:37
I hate that I'm too old for the "kiddie" table but not quite a "real" Grown-up or at least not enough to be interested in the conversations that go on at the "adult table."
I have lots of plans for 2006. I will move out and I don't care if I live in the shittiest apartment that there is and I am poor as all get out- I hate being so damn dependant on my parents for everything.
Jim is being an ass-hole- but then again what else is new?
I love Travis. He is wonderful in so many ways. Sometimes he is one of the only good things that I have going on right now. He takes really really good care of me and I am so so glad that I have him. He can cheer me up like no one else can- and that means so much to me.
It's freezing in the basement and I still haven't wrapped my mom's gift. I also hate how it is almost midnight and Jim decides that it is a great time to Blare music from his speakers. I can't wait until the day that I can leave and never have to live here again.
It's amusing in a twisted sort of way- even thoughI know that I can;t afford to move out- if the opportunity of moving out tomorrow magically appeared I would be so out of here.
I'm ready for Christmas to over.
I'm dreading seeing Gene next week.
Apparently some people haven;t gotten this memo so here it is again- DON"T CALL ME WHEN YOU ARE DRUNK" * end of rant*
I will become completely independant from my parents.
the end.