There is always an end..
Honestly I can't remember teen dreams, all my teenage feelings and their meanings..
So, Yes.
It was brought up as a joke, that I wanted to transfer schools, and since then, its been roaming around in my head. I really do want to. It's sad to say, and the fact is sad, that I can count the number of people I truly like with my hands. And a lot of people, I pretend to like, some of my "closet friends" I truly want to kill. I know, school isn't supposed to be a blast, but people say that High School was the best experience of their lives, and mine is certainly not. Maybe I just don't put in enough effort to make it the best experience, I tried, now I just give up. People just don't seem the same either, I remeber when we used to all think we would be best friends forever, and nothing would ever split us up. Now, whatever you say, seems to be twisted and torn apart, and spread around. It never fails, and it never will. I don't want to be stuck in a school anymore, where everyone knows eachother. I don't want to be in a school, where, when something happens to you, everyone finds out the next day. And they don't even find out what happens, it's just an extended rumor, that won't seem to fade. I know, where ever I go there will always be people like that, but I'm just sick of these people. I want to go somewhere where not everyone knows eachother. I mean, don't get me wrong, I like the fact that you can walk down the hallways being sure to be able to say a simple hello, to just about anyone. But I'm sick of the downfall of that. Knowing that that hello, can turn into a sense of hatred, for no reason. Persay, if I did leave, next year, people wouldn't even realize it, or even think about it. Like what happened to everyone else that has left, it's not like I actually have impacted people's lives. So to conclude all of this, today I submitted for an application.
and..
Why is it human nature to want something you can't have?
THE END
In the end the love you make is equal to the love you take,
.x.<3.kayla.
So, Yes.
It was brought up as a joke, that I wanted to transfer schools, and since then, its been roaming around in my head. I really do want to. It's sad to say, and the fact is sad, that I can count the number of people I truly like with my hands. And a lot of people, I pretend to like, some of my "closet friends" I truly want to kill. I know, school isn't supposed to be a blast, but people say that High School was the best experience of their lives, and mine is certainly not. Maybe I just don't put in enough effort to make it the best experience, I tried, now I just give up. People just don't seem the same either, I remeber when we used to all think we would be best friends forever, and nothing would ever split us up. Now, whatever you say, seems to be twisted and torn apart, and spread around. It never fails, and it never will. I don't want to be stuck in a school anymore, where everyone knows eachother. I don't want to be in a school, where, when something happens to you, everyone finds out the next day. And they don't even find out what happens, it's just an extended rumor, that won't seem to fade. I know, where ever I go there will always be people like that, but I'm just sick of these people. I want to go somewhere where not everyone knows eachother. I mean, don't get me wrong, I like the fact that you can walk down the hallways being sure to be able to say a simple hello, to just about anyone. But I'm sick of the downfall of that. Knowing that that hello, can turn into a sense of hatred, for no reason. Persay, if I did leave, next year, people wouldn't even realize it, or even think about it. Like what happened to everyone else that has left, it's not like I actually have impacted people's lives. So to conclude all of this, today I submitted for an application.
and..
Why is it human nature to want something you can't have?
THE END
In the end the love you make is equal to the love you take,
.x.<3.kayla.