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oh how i had forgot the feeling .. .i dont know what it was that compelled me to agree, whether it be a spontanious spur of the moment, or thoughts building up.. well to say the least i think i owed it to myself to give myself a break from all the stresses and i must say it felt pretty damn good...
i dont feel guilty about it either.... just it feels like one of those things that i should keep to myself... for the person ive become it seems way out of my character, but then again, why shouldnt i? because its wrong? i dont find it all that wrong... and i think it might be good to make it a more regular-- well i take that back, no we must not.. for the sake of our brains we must not.. .
yesterday was not a bad day all and all.. i would have prefered not to waste two hours in search of, but i guess all efforts pay off in life. i need to think about homework and such things as that... god i think i will go paint my face....
i dont feel guilty about it either.... just it feels like one of those things that i should keep to myself... for the person ive become it seems way out of my character, but then again, why shouldnt i? because its wrong? i dont find it all that wrong... and i think it might be good to make it a more regular-- well i take that back, no we must not.. for the sake of our brains we must not.. .
yesterday was not a bad day all and all.. i would have prefered not to waste two hours in search of, but i guess all efforts pay off in life. i need to think about homework and such things as that... god i think i will go paint my face....