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So.. has she forgotten all about live journal, or just merely avoiding it? I do believe she hath been avoiding, and for good reason...
either bitch about this or bitch about that ...
or entirely nothing to talk about
i feel i am finally bored enough and finally depressed enough to rant and rave about senseless jibber jabber. Ha, almost two thousand miles away and he can still piss me off the same, and still make me cry. But we wont discuss this, no we will discuss of the abandonment of the Christmas season... do thou leave me alone to kill myself in my lonely depression around the X-MAS holiday? yes thou do .. thou do.. her needs? Well damn it i have needs too, and you know what? i think i might just kiss Alex you unsensitive bastard. OHH .. .think you dont deserve that do ya? yeah it hurts, but what about how much i hurt. Im glad that your having a miserable cold time in Florida, and i wouldnt be surprised if you were lying when you said you were lonely too, or that you missed me... So locked im my house with no human contact with people for another week and some days. Who am i supose to hang out with if i dont have a ride anywhere... oh grand! i will just hang out with myself then? Well that is the smartest and most entertaining person i know anyways, so i might as well. A gaping hole in my heart is what this feeling is. Cry you? no .. you cry not.. i cry and i cry for you .. so who is more pathetic? i think it me. i cry over someone who does not cry over me .. yes i do think pathetic. And alone i am on a Friday night and god knows what the hell you are doing on a Friday night cause i know not. You could be livin it up in the titty bars for all i know ....
asshole
either bitch about this or bitch about that ...
or entirely nothing to talk about
i feel i am finally bored enough and finally depressed enough to rant and rave about senseless jibber jabber. Ha, almost two thousand miles away and he can still piss me off the same, and still make me cry. But we wont discuss this, no we will discuss of the abandonment of the Christmas season... do thou leave me alone to kill myself in my lonely depression around the X-MAS holiday? yes thou do .. thou do.. her needs? Well damn it i have needs too, and you know what? i think i might just kiss Alex you unsensitive bastard. OHH .. .think you dont deserve that do ya? yeah it hurts, but what about how much i hurt. Im glad that your having a miserable cold time in Florida, and i wouldnt be surprised if you were lying when you said you were lonely too, or that you missed me... So locked im my house with no human contact with people for another week and some days. Who am i supose to hang out with if i dont have a ride anywhere... oh grand! i will just hang out with myself then? Well that is the smartest and most entertaining person i know anyways, so i might as well. A gaping hole in my heart is what this feeling is. Cry you? no .. you cry not.. i cry and i cry for you .. so who is more pathetic? i think it me. i cry over someone who does not cry over me .. yes i do think pathetic. And alone i am on a Friday night and god knows what the hell you are doing on a Friday night cause i know not. You could be livin it up in the titty bars for all i know ....
asshole