The price of living aka not a beth rip-off

[2beerlesbian]

I'm straight?
My friends arn't?
I hate my job
I'll marry a druggie
I'm a really good lier
I like to have a secret only to have something to hide
I want to be permanently high
I'm desperate
call me Mrs. half-ass
I like drama more than I'm willing to admit
I know how to be happy but too lazy to try
My favorite subject is me
I cry when none is looking
I just wanna fuck
Lust is the sin I never turn down
I'm cheep when I'm poor
I like to not care
I have tones of stuff to do in my free time and nothing to do when I'm free
I have only me to blame I never blame myself
people like me and I have no idea why
If I was shown the way I would go in the other direction
If give the wheel I wouldn't take it
Pointing fingers is fun until the finger is pointed at me
When I find happiness I question it till it's gone
Life could be worse and eventually will be
When you sleep tonight will you dream of me?
Is there someone out there who feels just like me?
Did you ever think that maybe I don't wanna go?
I never asked for any of this.
"Dear Amity"....mind blank (what the fuck does that mean?)
I woke up this morning! What does that tell you?
I sold my sole to get here, how about you?