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[2beerlesbian]

Am I jealous?
I see what they have.
no, I see what I want.
Is this resentment?
I want what I see.
Am I envious?
I have to be apart of it.
Am I rival?
I hate being apart of it.
Is this a competition?
I go on as if I like it.
I can hide my true feelings well.
Am I mistrustful?
There is sorrow in my voice.
nobody can hear it... nobody wants to hear it.
Am I being vigilant?
I can't stand to see them that way without me.
Am I insecure?
I live my life like a leach.
Am I jealous?