This ones for you
You are looking at this all wrong no wonder your in so much pain. It's not that your a joke or a neglected child. Your love is appreciated but just can't be returned in the form you want. And that isn't completely the fault of your past loves. Distance and time are also to blame. There are certain things that are just out of our hands.
When you love you love hard and that's not a bad thing it's just you've never before come to terms with reality and experience the full power of a real heartache. All this time you were never able to love another because you couldn't see what was needed to be seen. It's not their fault they could see what you couldn't and that's fiat. Like I said certain things just aren't meant to be. Now I see your building a shell. Your turning your heart to stone. This isn't good. No, your right, you don't need another relationship to help you get over the past. In fact you dating right now will just send you down this road you just said you are ready to get off of. But to stop your heart from loving will be like to tell your lungs to stop breathing. It will kill you. But now is the perfect time to learn who you are. Your not just someones girl or someones ex. Your YOU. You have great insight, a big heart, and a passion for music. Your beautiful so don't let the past destroy such a beautiful and delicate creature. My heart goes out to you. I've been there and I have a good idea how you must be feeling. But trust me you will feel better with time. and you will be a much stronger lover and person for it.
When you love you love hard and that's not a bad thing it's just you've never before come to terms with reality and experience the full power of a real heartache. All this time you were never able to love another because you couldn't see what was needed to be seen. It's not their fault they could see what you couldn't and that's fiat. Like I said certain things just aren't meant to be. Now I see your building a shell. Your turning your heart to stone. This isn't good. No, your right, you don't need another relationship to help you get over the past. In fact you dating right now will just send you down this road you just said you are ready to get off of. But to stop your heart from loving will be like to tell your lungs to stop breathing. It will kill you. But now is the perfect time to learn who you are. Your not just someones girl or someones ex. Your YOU. You have great insight, a big heart, and a passion for music. Your beautiful so don't let the past destroy such a beautiful and delicate creature. My heart goes out to you. I've been there and I have a good idea how you must be feeling. But trust me you will feel better with time. and you will be a much stronger lover and person for it.