i'm feeling so emo..
i'm feeling kinda dipressed right now.. i just miss my mom and alot of old friends - they've been crossing my mind lately.. like ppl that i know were good in my life and made me smile and just aren't there anymore.. danni - me and her just don't talk anymore i mean we kinda just have our own lives now i mean were still "best friends" but i just feel so different from her..like the way i think and the way she thinks are totally not on the same level.. and then theres steven.. he was just good to talk to and to just have as a friend - he was a great listener and i dunno.. ugh and then theres my sister who i miss ALOT <3 and i feel like were not as close since i moved.. and also arlette.. yea alot of ppl think shes annoying but i had alot of fun with her.. she cracked me up and shes just cool to be around so i miss her too
ok so yesterday a shit load of drama went down - lets begin.. i woke up at like 9:30 am to a bunch of laughing and carrying on.. keri [brandons little sister] had a bunch of her black boyfriends in the house.. and i was like wtf but i didn't say shit and went back to sleep.. then i woke up at like 2 and kristi and kevan came and picked me up and we got high with our OWN weed that WE bought and chilled.. keri came in in front of kevan and kristi and was like oooh my boyfriend erik thinks you look so pretty when you sleep [definitly scary to know some jiggaboo was starin at me while i slept] <-- there is a significance on why i'm saying some of this dumb shit cause it goes along with the drama.. ok anyways so yea ..we left and went to kristis drs. appointment and then went and got food at some wing place.. and then we decided that i was gonna spend the night so we had to go to my house to get clothes and stuff so we came in and brandon comes up to me and goes "amber did you take some of my moms weed cause alot of it's missing" and i was like no.. and then i remembered that keri had her guy friends over in the morning [which her parents definitly do not allow] so i told her mom because i didn't want to get blamed for that shit.. so jill calls keri and she denies that shit and says no there was no one at the house.. kristi kevan and amber were smoking.. so jill was like no ones leaving till keri gets here cause she claims it was you guys that took it.. so i was soo f'ng pist.. meanwhile brandons dad went and looked in his room for anything else that was missing and he realizes his gun [a fully automatic glock registered from a cop] was missing.. and when keri got home she was still denying having friends over.. and that looks bad on us you know? and i was screaming keri you better tell the truth! and she called me a lieing snitch.. so i called her a bitch and was so close to knocking a bitch out but her mom slapped her instead. they believed me cause keri pulls shit like this all the time.. so then the cops were called and i had to explain everything to the cop and describe the kid that i saw there and tell him pretty much everything that happend in my day and then he went and questioned keri.. and she was STILL DENYING THAT SHIT!
i was wtf - she lied to the cop.. and them bitches make you swear to tell the truth or you can go to jail.. the cop caught her in her own lie and realized oh shit she is lieing so then he asked her one last time and she still lied and he hand cuffed her and put her in the cop car of course nothing happend cause shes only 15 so they didn't take her to jail.. she finally started spilling the trueth so they let her go.. but shes not telling all the truth so she has to be questioned by a detective and shit untit they find that gun. if someone kills someone with that gun - since she lied she could also go to jail.. so she better start fessing up..yea so i have to live with this drama - i mean everything else is perfect except the fact that brandon has a little liar for a sister.. whos pist off at me by the way for saving my own ass kristis and kevans ass.. AND her ass. cause alot worst could have happend if her dad didn't realize the gun was stolen..
i had fun last night though.. i was all barred out with kristi, kelsy, and cherrish.. i snorted a bar for the first time [icky] it made my nose feel all funny and stuff and i was tasting the taste of xanax [which tastes gross- all my peeps that do bars know what i mean] so yea i was really high and a little barred out.. kevan was there too but he was just high <--i felt bad cause i left him out lol so i had to put that in..
ok well i'm high off this shitty resin and kinda tired so i'm gonna go now..
ok so yesterday a shit load of drama went down - lets begin.. i woke up at like 9:30 am to a bunch of laughing and carrying on.. keri [brandons little sister] had a bunch of her black boyfriends in the house.. and i was like wtf but i didn't say shit and went back to sleep.. then i woke up at like 2 and kristi and kevan came and picked me up and we got high with our OWN weed that WE bought and chilled.. keri came in in front of kevan and kristi and was like oooh my boyfriend erik thinks you look so pretty when you sleep [definitly scary to know some jiggaboo was starin at me while i slept] <-- there is a significance on why i'm saying some of this dumb shit cause it goes along with the drama.. ok anyways so yea ..we left and went to kristis drs. appointment and then went and got food at some wing place.. and then we decided that i was gonna spend the night so we had to go to my house to get clothes and stuff so we came in and brandon comes up to me and goes "amber did you take some of my moms weed cause alot of it's missing" and i was like no.. and then i remembered that keri had her guy friends over in the morning [which her parents definitly do not allow] so i told her mom because i didn't want to get blamed for that shit.. so jill calls keri and she denies that shit and says no there was no one at the house.. kristi kevan and amber were smoking.. so jill was like no ones leaving till keri gets here cause she claims it was you guys that took it.. so i was soo f'ng pist.. meanwhile brandons dad went and looked in his room for anything else that was missing and he realizes his gun [a fully automatic glock registered from a cop] was missing.. and when keri got home she was still denying having friends over.. and that looks bad on us you know? and i was screaming keri you better tell the truth! and she called me a lieing snitch.. so i called her a bitch and was so close to knocking a bitch out but her mom slapped her instead. they believed me cause keri pulls shit like this all the time.. so then the cops were called and i had to explain everything to the cop and describe the kid that i saw there and tell him pretty much everything that happend in my day and then he went and questioned keri.. and she was STILL DENYING THAT SHIT!
i was wtf - she lied to the cop.. and them bitches make you swear to tell the truth or you can go to jail.. the cop caught her in her own lie and realized oh shit she is lieing so then he asked her one last time and she still lied and he hand cuffed her and put her in the cop car of course nothing happend cause shes only 15 so they didn't take her to jail.. she finally started spilling the trueth so they let her go.. but shes not telling all the truth so she has to be questioned by a detective and shit untit they find that gun. if someone kills someone with that gun - since she lied she could also go to jail.. so she better start fessing up..yea so i have to live with this drama - i mean everything else is perfect except the fact that brandon has a little liar for a sister.. whos pist off at me by the way for saving my own ass kristis and kevans ass.. AND her ass. cause alot worst could have happend if her dad didn't realize the gun was stolen..
i had fun last night though.. i was all barred out with kristi, kelsy, and cherrish.. i snorted a bar for the first time [icky] it made my nose feel all funny and stuff and i was tasting the taste of xanax [which tastes gross- all my peeps that do bars know what i mean] so yea i was really high and a little barred out.. kevan was there too but he was just high <--i felt bad cause i left him out lol so i had to put that in..
ok well i'm high off this shitty resin and kinda tired so i'm gonna go now..