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oook so in regards to my last entry...i am feeling a little better about psych now because i got a 79 on the test today which brought my grade from a 30 to a 62...it still isnt great but at least i have a d and not an f...
anyways...so what is the point of having a liscense if your parents wont let you drive alone?!?!? they were like ''we just arent ready'' and i was like ''you let elyse drive alone on the day she got her liscense'' and they were like ''if you keep comparing yourself to elyse and annoying us about this we arent going to let you drive alone for a month'' and i was like ''fine...if you dont trust me why did you even let me get a liscense'' and they were like ''it isnt you we dont trust...blah blah blah''
and then i went to find dance shoes (and of course shape shop wasnt open and 2 other shoe stores didnt have them...so i will just wear black sneakers tomorrow i guess) and my dad sat in the back and my brother sat in front...i hate driving my moms car because it is big and i cant like really see...so i was driving down glades and pulled into the home depot shopping center and was going to park so i turned but then realized that i was about to hit the curb so was going to back up but there was a car behind me so i just stopped until it went around me and then i like backed up and pulled in and stuff...then we got out of the car and my dad was like ''the problem with you is that you dont drive with enough fear'' and i was like ''yeah i do'' and he was lik e'''no you dont...the music was too loud, you were driving a little over 50 on glades and you made a left turn when you should have waited because you dont have enough experience to make those kinds of left turns'' and i was like whatever and then my brother and my dad decided that they wanted carvel so we get back in the car and i pull in at carvel and my dad was like ''that was an amazing parking job...omg wow'' and i was like ''ok thanks'' and hten we got back in the car and i was like ''dad if you want me to drive with less fear...you should start driving less fear...lead by example'' and he didnt reply so we left and wanted to stop at off broadway but wasnt entirely sure where to turn so i like tried slowing down and realized that the turn was like 2 feet away so i like stopped short and tried to turn and couldnt make it and all these cars behind me were honking and beeping so i had to drive around and go in the next entrance and the car behind me kept beeping an di was like ''dude wtf'' and really wanted to beep back at them but didnt...and then my dad was like ''THATS what causes accidents'' and i was like '' i know but you didnt tell me where to make the turn and i wasnt exactly sure where it was and so i almost passed it and had to stop short...what could i have done in that situation?'' and he was like ''you could have slowed down sooner'' and i really couldnt have because i didnt know where the freaking turn was! because my dad was like pretending not to be there and wasnt talking or anything and wasnt telling me how i did until after we got out of the car and it just wasnt cool because i wasnt sure where i was going and he wasnt talking...even though i know no one will be in the car with me while i am driving alone but if he is in the car he might as well like help me figure out where the fucking turn is...
yeah...so lindsay is going to move in with me...we decided she is going to take over elyses room (sorry elyse) and come to our school...then you will all finally get to meet her...sound good?
sooo football game tomorrow...im not gonna lie...im realy not that exctied...the band looks bad and not clean and so does the guard! we didnt even finish filling in filler work for the show tomorrow!! it just isnt going to be good overall....oh yeah and it will most likely rain
and thats pretty much it
<3 becca
anyways...so what is the point of having a liscense if your parents wont let you drive alone?!?!? they were like ''we just arent ready'' and i was like ''you let elyse drive alone on the day she got her liscense'' and they were like ''if you keep comparing yourself to elyse and annoying us about this we arent going to let you drive alone for a month'' and i was like ''fine...if you dont trust me why did you even let me get a liscense'' and they were like ''it isnt you we dont trust...blah blah blah''
and then i went to find dance shoes (and of course shape shop wasnt open and 2 other shoe stores didnt have them...so i will just wear black sneakers tomorrow i guess) and my dad sat in the back and my brother sat in front...i hate driving my moms car because it is big and i cant like really see...so i was driving down glades and pulled into the home depot shopping center and was going to park so i turned but then realized that i was about to hit the curb so was going to back up but there was a car behind me so i just stopped until it went around me and then i like backed up and pulled in and stuff...then we got out of the car and my dad was like ''the problem with you is that you dont drive with enough fear'' and i was like ''yeah i do'' and he was lik e'''no you dont...the music was too loud, you were driving a little over 50 on glades and you made a left turn when you should have waited because you dont have enough experience to make those kinds of left turns'' and i was like whatever and then my brother and my dad decided that they wanted carvel so we get back in the car and i pull in at carvel and my dad was like ''that was an amazing parking job...omg wow'' and i was like ''ok thanks'' and hten we got back in the car and i was like ''dad if you want me to drive with less fear...you should start driving less fear...lead by example'' and he didnt reply so we left and wanted to stop at off broadway but wasnt entirely sure where to turn so i like tried slowing down and realized that the turn was like 2 feet away so i like stopped short and tried to turn and couldnt make it and all these cars behind me were honking and beeping so i had to drive around and go in the next entrance and the car behind me kept beeping an di was like ''dude wtf'' and really wanted to beep back at them but didnt...and then my dad was like ''THATS what causes accidents'' and i was like '' i know but you didnt tell me where to make the turn and i wasnt exactly sure where it was and so i almost passed it and had to stop short...what could i have done in that situation?'' and he was like ''you could have slowed down sooner'' and i really couldnt have because i didnt know where the freaking turn was! because my dad was like pretending not to be there and wasnt talking or anything and wasnt telling me how i did until after we got out of the car and it just wasnt cool because i wasnt sure where i was going and he wasnt talking...even though i know no one will be in the car with me while i am driving alone but if he is in the car he might as well like help me figure out where the fucking turn is...
yeah...so lindsay is going to move in with me...we decided she is going to take over elyses room (sorry elyse) and come to our school...then you will all finally get to meet her...sound good?
sooo football game tomorrow...im not gonna lie...im realy not that exctied...the band looks bad and not clean and so does the guard! we didnt even finish filling in filler work for the show tomorrow!! it just isnt going to be good overall....oh yeah and it will most likely rain
and thats pretty much it
<3 becca