Jan 28, 2006 12:27
so I stopped letting people take me for granted.
starting with her
i'm done with her.
& thats all you need to know.
& bryan, uhgg that kid drives me insane.
so he is done with me.
& then says
"you think you really know someone..."
I didnt change, ive always been this way
i've always pushed people away, I dont
know how to be smothered with a lot of friends
& hang out EVERY other day & weekend...
Its hard for me, I need my alone time.
& if you dont like me then whatever
cause ive been like this forever.
I pushed everyone away who
I used to hang out with
except Dave cause that kid is like
a brother.
We get mad & then the next day we just
start talking.
so now I'm gonna go back to
wishing I was never bored
& always had someone to hang out with.
but i'm happy that now I can just be
relaxed on the weekends.
I really wanna start hanging out
with the friends I used to hang with.
like megan, ally, mandi, Britt, Kelc & dave
I do miss hanging out with them.
& id like to hang out with the friends
ive become really close with too.
I cant wait till my birthday in
MARCH cause then
ima gonna invite all of them over.
Haha.
This update was stupid.
Im just startin a change & I like it so far.
♥ Kates.