Stress: the Stuff of Life
Oi. I am so stressed. Mother entirely on-compliant with her meds. Husband non-compliant to a lesser degree. #1 daughter so far off the wagon she's on a rocket ship, and, daughter #2 is moving to OH in 2 days. TWO days. 12 hours away. *sigh*. Not that we spent all this time together, BUT, the possibility was there.
Plus, omg, we have no money. Skin skin skinny of our teeth. Ugh. It is stressful. And, damn, another thing hurts every day. For like, the last week, I have had this cramp in my thigh that Will. Not. Go. Away. And I didn't even do anything to it. Just frickin' old, I guess. Ok, overweight and out of shape seeing as not quite yet 45 isn't really old.
Soooo...this was last night. I finally fell asleep, guess I forgot to post! I am going to try something new. Every time I feel "miserable", I will smile. Once I figure out how I am doing, I have to smile. Whether that's how I feel or not.