postive or negative?
There's what you want to do and what you should do.
such opposite ends of the spectrum, i find myself running a marathon (complete with its own obstacle course) lately. if only those things were closer together and not such different paths.
we have all these rules that no one has ever written down, yet they hang in the air like a thick fog covering what we try to see, like a thousand weights pressuring you to its mold.
I don't want restrictions. I was enjoying my order however.
chaos. that is my mind at moments, when so many thoughts are flashing through you can barely register which one is of the utter most importance, if any of them are at all.
confusion and misunderstanding, enemies in my world. why are they sieging my walls? Disrupting my calm processes and routine? I have no militia, I never believed I would really need one.
I guess this is what happens when we change. We get a little shaken up. But, you know what? It's okay. I've been due for a little disruption for some time now. It may just not be the enemy, maybe it's just different.
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potluck tomorrow. I hate dancing in the cafeteria, that floor is beyond disgusting.. but besides that I'm whatever bout it.
well at least I am shocked to say I'm quite proud of the hispanic heritage dance. :)
I not going to comment on the lyrical.. lol. ;)
Well it should be an adventure if anything. Plus, it's just parents.
such opposite ends of the spectrum, i find myself running a marathon (complete with its own obstacle course) lately. if only those things were closer together and not such different paths.
we have all these rules that no one has ever written down, yet they hang in the air like a thick fog covering what we try to see, like a thousand weights pressuring you to its mold.
I don't want restrictions. I was enjoying my order however.
chaos. that is my mind at moments, when so many thoughts are flashing through you can barely register which one is of the utter most importance, if any of them are at all.
confusion and misunderstanding, enemies in my world. why are they sieging my walls? Disrupting my calm processes and routine? I have no militia, I never believed I would really need one.
I guess this is what happens when we change. We get a little shaken up. But, you know what? It's okay. I've been due for a little disruption for some time now. It may just not be the enemy, maybe it's just different.
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potluck tomorrow. I hate dancing in the cafeteria, that floor is beyond disgusting.. but besides that I'm whatever bout it.
well at least I am shocked to say I'm quite proud of the hispanic heritage dance. :)
I not going to comment on the lyrical.. lol. ;)
Well it should be an adventure if anything. Plus, it's just parents.